Weeeshie

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Sun, 22 Feb 2004 10:34:32 PST

Name: Alicia
Do you like it?: I do actually
Nicknames: Weeshie, Aweesha, Helmet, or anything else that anyone thinks of when they are drunk :)
Birthday: July 14th
Sign: Cancer
Location: Cortlandt Manor or Oneonta New York
Status: single
Crush: of course
Virgin?: what kind of question is that
Natural hair color: light brown
Current hair color: you tell me
Eye color: hazel, sometimes green
Height: 5'7"
Shoe size: 8 and a 1/2 or 9

[ family ]

Parents: Alexis & Luis
Live: My apartment
Favorite relative: Adgey baby aka my sister

[ favorites ]

Number: 7, 14
Color: purple, silver
Day: Christmas, New Years, 4th of July, Valentines Day...I'm a big dork, I love holidays
Month: JULY
Song: (at the moment) Everything-Stereo Fuse
Movies: comedies, but I'll watch just about anything
Food: Anything Italian
Band: Way too many to even narrow down
Season: Summer
Sport: Soccer, volleyball
Class: None at the moment
Teacher: Bambi Lobdell..she's nuts
Drink: Coke...don't give me that Pepsi shit
Veggie: Carrots
TV Show: Sex in the City, Friends, ER
Radio Station: @ home, Z100, Hot 97...up here it's probably just the campus station
Store: Forever 21, Delias, American Eagle, Pacific Sunwear
Word: favorite word....hmmmmm....no idea
Animal: I'm anti-animals...since most of them just wind up either on the hood of my car or under the wheel...sorry Becky
State: I'm a New Yorker baby...But I do like Florida too

[ this or that ]

Me/You: both
Coke/pepsi: COKE..didn't we go over this already
Day/night: Night
Aol/aim: AIM
Cd/cassette: CDS
Dvd/vhs: DVD
Jeans/khakis: Jeans
Car/truck: Both...I wanted a Jeep but since I managed to flip a four door Civic, we decided it wouldn't be in my best interest..
Tall/short: Taller than me
Lunch/dinner: both...I'm a fat kid
Gap/Old Navy: Old Navy
Lipstick/Lipgloss: Gloss if I even remember
Silver/Gold: silver
Alcohol/Weed: tough call...probably booze

[ the past ]

What is the one thing you would change about your past?: I'd rather regret something I did than something I didn't do..but life's too short...no regrets
Last thing you heard: Stereo Fuse-Everything..I'm obsessed
Last thing you saw: computer screen
Last thing you said: Later fucker
Who is the last person you saw?: Nick
Who is the last person you kissed?: no need to get into that
Who is the last person you hugged?: don't remember
Who is the last person you fought with?: not really sure
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: not really sure
What is the last TV show you saw?: The Dave Chapelle Show
What is the last song you heard?: Stereo Fuse-Everything

[ the present ]

What are you wearing?: PJ pants and an Oneonta sweatshirt..why do you care
What are you doing?: Filling this out
Who are you talking to?: my mom
What song are you listening to?: for the 10th time, Stereo Fuse
Where are you?: 195 Main St, Apt 317 for all you stalkers
Are you online?: When am I not online..think about it
How are you feeling?: tired
Are you in a chatroom?: no..don't like them

[ future ]

What day is it tomorrow?: Sunday
What are you going to do after this?: clean my apartment
Who are you going to talk to?: No fucking clue
How old will you be when you graduate?: 21
What do you wanna be?: Another question I can't answer
What is one of your dreams?: travel...see places..meet people...and do whatever I damn please
Where will you be in 25 years?: find me in 25 years and I'll tell you

[ have you ever ]

Drank?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Had sex?: didn't you already ask this
Stolen?: probably...and most likely by accident cause I'm a retard
Done anything illegal?: every weekend
Wanted to die?: not really...I kinda like life
Hit someone?: someone or something...yes

[ other ]

Do you write in cursive or print?: print..can't handle cursive
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What is your sexual preference?: males thanks
What piercings do you have?: ears
Any tattoos?: 2
Do you drive?: badly, but yes
Do you have glasses or braces?: contacts & glasses...what now
Did you like this survey?: eh a little bit
What do you most like about your body?: ?
How many fillings do you have?: never had a cavity biatch
Do you think you're good looking?: somewhat
Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: sometimes
Do you look like any celebrities?: I want to say Alf on this one...but I got told Jennifer Aniston the other day cause of the haircut

[ fashion ]

Do you wear a watch?: when it's not broken
How many coats and jackets do you own?: I think 5
Favorite pants/skirt color?: denim
Most expensive item of clothing?: no idea....I'm not big on expensive clothes really...but depends on your definition of expensive
Most treasured?: that's a good question..I have no idea
What kind of shoes do you wear?: Vans..Nikes...Sketchers..and hooker boots...

Wednesday

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 14:11:33 PST

Ahhhhhh...once again, been a while since an update...but who really cares right? I have no idea who even reads this, since my friends and family don't even know about it....But I guess I like it better that way..

Just got back from being home for a week....I actually had a really good time...Worked almost every day, went out like 3-4 times, saw Elf, met up with Billy....It was good...I've finally adjusted to the whole being home and being at school....three years later, haha...

Now it's time for two more weeks of school and then Christmas.....thank god....I can't wait for the holidays....I've got my little christmas tree in my apartment, but it's nothing like the one at home...

Random Thursday Night

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 15:55:54 PST

I don't even know why I decided to update....who knows....well anyway, let's see what's been going on...

Halloween '03 was AMAZING....so much fun.....Erin and I were pregnant nuns, Becky was a gangster, Michelle was Punky Brewster, and Kristen was a bloody Army girl...I had to work and I was supposed to work till 9, except they let me out around 6.....so we went to the girls apartment and got ready, our costumes were so damn funny I kept laughing...I had a long black robe and a long black thing that goes on your head, and a big cheesy gold cross that was resting on a stuffed pillow under my teeshirt...The pictures are rediculous from that night....we went to the Bullet and signed up for the costume contest as soon as we walked in...And somehow, we won...We won a $25 gift certificate for liquor or food from the bar.....so of course, we took it and ran...as if we weren't drunk enough already....I started the night with tequila shots, so I'm just happy I didn't pass out, haha :) But I did fall on my ass....twice..that hurt like a mofo the next day...I had the worst hangover...

Other than that, it's just been weeks full of work and weekends full of partying to make up for it...I've been getting a lot of hours waitressing, except it's been slow, which means I come home with like no money :( Oh well...maybe it will pick up because of the holidays...we'll see..

School has been redonkulous...paper after paper and bullshit assignments..I love being an English major, so I cant' really complain cause I don't get crazy hard tests...I just get papers up the ass..And my schedule for next semester is gonna be hard core....So much work....but I gotta get it done..Now if we could only agree on a place to live next year, I'd feel better....It's hard because there are 4 different opinions which means that no one ever agrees..

Brian finally realized what he lost.....I got a call a few weeks ago from him and he basically broke down...I had been hearing from his friends that he hadn't been really happy in the past few months and his sister came out and told me that his family was on his case, telling him what a fuck up he was...And they're right...He did fuck up and it's too little, too late....I wasted too much of my time being miserable when he didn't give a fuck....He was like "I'm so sorry that I ever made you feel the way that I feel now, I'm miserable without you, you're the love of my life, I feel like I've lost my best friend, I wanna work things out, I'll wait forever if I have to, etc etc" I'm sorry....but HELLO....I broke up with him in JULY.....and it took him till NOVEMBER to figure it out? I moved on with my life, and he's not a part of it anymore and I don't want to change that....It sounds mean, but I don't care how he feels anymore....It's my life, and I'm happy being single and mackin it....Not waiting around for a boyfriend who I wasn't a priority in his life...

Ahhh.....wayy too tired, but at least I updated...Now it's time to go straighten my hair, see what Billy's doing, and then maybe go down there or just pass out here....Goodnight :)

XoXoXoXo

Look, I can't change the way I think
And I can't change the way I am
But if I offended you
Good
'Cause I still don't give a fuck
-Eminem

Random quotes

Sun, 02 Nov 2003 16:17:35 PST

The first cut is the deepest
-Shery Crow

Wouldn't it be good if we could hop a flight to anywhere
So long to this life
-Shery Crow

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch your, I will catch your fall just
Have a little faith, faith in me

-Mandy Moore

Ride the rainbow to the other side
Catch a falling star and then take a ride
To the river that sings and the clover that
Brings good luck to you, it's all true

-Madonna

When you see her, say a prayer and kiss your heart goodbye
She's trouble, in a word get closer to the fire
Run faster, her laughter burns you up inside
You're spinning round and round
You can't get up, you try but you can't
Quien es esa nina, who's that girl...
-Madonna

Some boys kiss me, some boys hug me
I think they're O.K.
If they don't give me proper credit
I just walk away
-Madonna

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
-Michelle Branch

Quotes

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 15:57:47 PDT

Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to

All our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow there is someone perfect searching for us.
- The Wonder Years

I follow my heart, even when it tells me to do crazy things. There are lessons our hearts want us to learn and only by listening can we find out who we really are. Sometimes our hearts lead us into situations that we don't like, that we can't control or change. Only by learning from these situations and carrying on do we make ourselves stronger. I suppose that makes me strong, knowledgeable, and crazy

Stand Back From situations
Give you the Perfect View...
Don't listen to your crew
Do what works for you
-Jay Z

Wednesday

Wed, 08 Oct 2003 13:54:54 PDT

It's been a while....hmmm....what have I really been up to??

I wish I could remember...just went home this weekend for the Jewish holiday...Oneonta gives us off for Jewish holidays, but not national holidays...yes that makes a lot of sense...trying to get all my shit done cause Mike and Jimmy are coming this weekend and I don't want to have to do work....who knows..and then...........

It's off to Buffalo next weekend!!!!!!! I can't even wait....I'm so excited...headin up with Colin, Tom, and some others to see Ellen.....I just have to get through a paper, two midterms, and countless assignments before then...I can do it :)

I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late

And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

-Simple Plan

Monday....

Mon, 15 Sep 2003 16:07:19 PDT

It's the beginning of the semester....and I already want to cry! lol....so much freakin work...it's rediculous..and for some reason, I have absolutely NO motivation...I think I just need to get more sleep...I'm always tired and I'd rather go on the computer or do something else besides actually doing work.

My mom came up this weekend to visit.....she's so incredibly awesome....I'm so glad she came....we had a good time just hanging out and watching tv....did a little bit of shopping cause fat kid needed groceries...and I went to TOWN...it was great, haha...glad I finally have something to eat...

Sometimes I wish there was a road map in this game of life...I dunno..it seems like every time I turn around, there's something or someone else thrown at me....Even though I was unhappy, it was almost easier to have a boyfriend...It's hard to explain...I guess I'm still trying to get over getting out of that relationship..and trying to move on without being bitter, and without being bitter towards guys in general....most of the time, I'm pretty happy and doing well with it...but there's times where I just can't figure things out, like how things can go from one way to a completely different way....For example....when I was with Brian, he was the one who brought up marriage....and now, four months later, we aren't even friends.....because I can't talk to him without getting angry for him being such a fuck, and he is "seeing" a new girl...How does that work...I can still admit that I love him, even with whatever has happened....you can't just go from one thing to the extreme opposite...but apparently he can, and I guess I shouldn't let it bother me, but it does...Because I know that he loves me, but he has to act like a "man" and pretend that he's fine and that he's happy to be single or whatever....And then, as soon as I'm single, things start coming out of the woodwork and all the fucking randomness begins...

Ahhh...enough for now...I'm tired, it's probably time for bed, and I most likely have some work that I forgot about..

OoxOxOxOxoO

"Low"

Everybody�s talking
But they don�t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don�t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn�t want me
Sometimes you can�t go back
Buy why�d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low

No I don�t need your number
There�s nothing left to say
Except I never though it�d hurt this much to be sane
My friends are outside waiting
I�ve gotta go

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I don�t regret these hardships
We both know that you can�t say that
Rest assure
For all the time I loved you so�yeaaaah

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?

What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?

What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low

:)

Sat, 06 Sep 2003 06:02:56 PDT

Once again.......damn....

Worked on Wednesday and Friday and it wasn't that bad at all....I'm definitely getting the hang of it, even though I've never worked in a restaurant before..But I'm glad I'll get the experience...

Went out with the girls last night, and having a beer turned into having shots...when will I ever learn, lol...And today I'm just being a bum....maybe gonna run to Walmart in a bit, we'll see..

xOxOxOxO

Tuesday night.....

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 16:01:54 PDT

Weee....today was long and boring...My biggest excitement was going food shopping with Ron....how pathetic is that..

Class at 10 and 12 were rediculous...I've come to the conclusion that I'm going to be reading for the rest of my LIFE...Yikes....Anyways, got my parking sticker after that, and went home for lunch...hung out here for a bit and then headed off to night class...it's such a cool class...Witches, Whores, and Wildwomen....It's really interesting and I *love* the professor....she's so amazing...But I know I'll be there for a good 3 hours each week, she's definitely not letting us go early....Went foooood shopping with Ron-tastic after that, and it was like an old married couple walking around the aisles...damn funny..I made friends with some guy over a mop, and got a few tips how to clean my kitchen....LOL....and here I am....very tired and about to pass out...

Nothing all that interesting...second day of work tommorrow, and I think it will be fine....It's not that bad, and it's kinda slow from 12-4...Bedtime..

xOxOxOxOxO

Random quotes....

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 15:30:13 PDT

Goodbyes make you think, they make you realize what you've had, what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches

Don't settle for the one you can live with...wait for the one you can't live without

To let a fool kiss you is stupid,

To let a kiss fool you is worse

Love isn't a decision.. it's a feeling. if you could decide who you loved, it would be a lot easier.. but a lot less magical

Maybe I miss you because you took a part of me that i gave away without realizing it

Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and not all guys live up to your expectations, but there are moments when romance, friendship, love, everything.. it just falls into place. that makes growing up worth it-Dawson's Creek

Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who don't believe in romance."

Appreciate the good times, but don't take the worst for granted, cuz you only get so many second chances-The Ataris