My mom came up this weekend to visit.....she's so incredibly awesome....I'm so glad she came....we had a good time just hanging out and watching tv....did a little bit of shopping cause fat kid needed groceries...and I went to TOWN...it was great, haha...glad I finally have something to eat...
Sometimes I wish there was a road map in this game of life...I dunno..it seems like every time I turn around, there's something or someone else thrown at me....Even though I was unhappy, it was almost easier to have a boyfriend...It's hard to explain...I guess I'm still trying to get over getting out of that relationship..and trying to move on without being bitter, and without being bitter towards guys in general....most of the time, I'm pretty happy and doing well with it...but there's times where I just can't figure things out, like how things can go from one way to a completely different way....For example....when I was with Brian, he was the one who brought up marriage....and now, four months later, we aren't even friends.....because I can't talk to him without getting angry for him being such a fuck, and he is "seeing" a new girl...How does that work...I can still admit that I love him, even with whatever has happened....you can't just go from one thing to the extreme opposite...but apparently he can, and I guess I shouldn't let it bother me, but it does...Because I know that he loves me, but he has to act like a "man" and pretend that he's fine and that he's happy to be single or whatever....And then, as soon as I'm single, things start coming out of the woodwork and all the fucking randomness begins...
Ahhh...enough for now...I'm tired, it's probably time for bed, and I most likely have some work that I forgot about..
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"Low"
Everybody’s talking
But they don’t say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don’t want the sympathy
Its cool you didn’t want me
Sometimes you can’t go back
Buy why’d you have to go and make a mess like that
Well I just have to say
Before I let go
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
No I don’t need your number
There’s nothing left to say
Except I never though it’d hurt this much to be sane
My friends are outside waiting
I’ve gotta go
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I don’t regret these hardships
We both know that you can’t say that
Rest assure
For all the time I loved you so…yeaaaah
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
What you did was low
Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
Cuz what you did was low